Friday, February 27, 2009

Thursday, February 26, 2009


I have been meaning to take some pictures of Daegon at gymnastics and this past Monday I finally for the opportunity. He has been going for 5 months or so and I am so proud of him, he has come so far. I think that we might have something here. A future gymnast.

I talked my grandparents tonight, man do I miss them. They told me that they just got back 2 weeks ago from visiting my great aunt in Florida. I know that should go see her she is going to be 84 this year, but she is getting around really well for her age.

I pray that we all find peace in our hearts.

Monday, February 23, 2009

The Puppies are here.......

The puppies are here, there are 5 of them 3 brown and 2 black. They came in the middle of the night so when we got up this morning there was nice surprise in Darsey's cage. They are so cute and Darsey being a great mom will not let anyone pick them up. We will give her a few days before we start playing with them. Last night when I put her in her cage I think that she was trying to tell me that she was going to have them. She was howling in her cage which is unusual for her because she does not do that. It was a great surprise and I am so glad that they are here. We are blessed that they were all born without any problems.

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Sisters Visiting

Great days...I love it when my baby sis and her boy toy come to visit me. We always have so much fun together. I am sitting her waiting for it to be my turn to play Mario Cart on the WII. It is such an awesome game, I love it. It is so cold outside we can't do anything but sit here and play game.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Still sick and poor dog.

Another day and Daxton is sick...Again....Throwing-up, but this time he didn't stop. That is what I have been listening to all day. It is kind of a funny story about how I ended up picking him up. Last night I couldn't sleep, so I did some laundry and finally felt tired. I went to bed and Mario was nice enough not to wake me up. When I finally got up I saw one of the kids left their lunch here, so I got dressed. Daegon and I went to the school and I took the lunch inside, told the secretary that one of my kids forgot their lunch, and she said that one of my kids were in the nurses office. Well I asked Daxton if he was sending out the come get me vibe. He said he tried to make it through the day but it wasn't going to happen.
On another note Darsey is about ready to pop, she is getting really big. Poor thing today has been so miserable and she is starting to pant a little bit. It should be any day now and then Chaos will erupt in this house.
Also this morning I went to bible study this is week 5 and I am learning so much. I will have to put in more notes later. Right now I am tired so I am going to bid fair well for now.

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Happy V-Day

HAPPY Valentines Day to all you couples out there, may your day be as wonderful and blessed as mine.

Today I am at my parents house, yes on V-Day I am spending it with my parents. My hubby and kids are outside working on tearing down this building. Tonight I think my wonderful hubby and I are going out for dinner. I am not sure if he will be up to it or not because he is working hard and he will probably be tired when he is done. If we choose not to go out that is fine with me because I love spending V-Day with all of my boys anyway.

With Love,

Friday, February 13, 2009

100 questoins to pass the time....

~*The Basics*~
Your full name: Jessica Eliana Beshears
--What does it mean? Jessica means Weathy
Your birthday: 1-11-81
Height: 5'9"
Eye color: Blue
--Do you like it?: Yes
Natural hair colour: brown w/a red tent
--Do you like it?: Not really
Gender: F
Religion: Baptist
--Have you ever changed religions? No
--Would you consider it?: NeverRace: White
Heritage: German, Italian, English
--Do you like your heritage?:Ya
Where do you live?: Milan, TN
Your job: Stay at home mom
--Do you enjoy it?: Yes

Movie: Incredibles, Good Fellas, Independence Day
TV show: Heroes, The O.C., One Tree Hill
TV character: Brook of the O.C.
Movie character: Nicole Kidman
Book: Left Behind
Literary character: I Don’t know
Author: Tim LaHaye and Jerry B. Jenkins
Band: Trace Adkins
Song: Muddy WaterType of
music: Country
Instrument: Guitar
Cereal: raisin bran crunch
Fast food place: don't eat fast food but if I had to choose McDonald’s
Dessert: Anything Chocolate
Country: USA
City: Grand Prairie TX
Place to travel: Anywhere in Europe
Airline: Southwestern
Shampoo/conditioner: Dove
Lotion: Almost anything from Bath and Body works
Subject in school: Photography
Teacher: Can’t remember any of there names but it had to be my history teacher
State : Texas
Football team: HOGS
Hockey team: Uses to be the blues
Athlete: Kurt Warner
Sport to play: Baseball
Sport to watch: Football
Fruit: Strawberry But I love all fruit
Vegetable: Fav is corn but I love most of them
Snack: Gold Fish
Meal: Stir fry
Restaurant: Olive Garden
Grocery store: Walmart

~*Have You Ever*~
Gone on a blind date?: no
Flown in an airplane?: Yes
Thrown up on an airplane?: no
Peed in the shower?: not since I was a kid
Peed your pants after you hit double digits?: no almost two times
Enjoyed Shakespeare?: Yes
Been to the opera?: no
Been to the theatre? Yes a few times
Streaked?: No
Seen a streaked?: On TV
Been mooned?: Not that I can remember
Mooned someone?: No
Flipped someone off?: Yes
Been in a fist fight?: No
Been drunk? Yes
Had alcohol poisoning?: Yes
Been walked in on while you're naked?: Yes
Slept in a snow bank?: no
Made a snow angel?: Yes
Lost any teeth?: Yes when I was a kid
Been in the hospital?: Yes only for childbirth
Been in a major accident?: no
Burnt yourself?: Yes
Passed out?: Yes
Watched a soap opera you didn't understand?: Yes
Prank called 911?: no
Made fun of emos?: Yes
Acted like an emo, just to see what it's like?: no
Cheated on a test?: Yes
Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Yes
Lied to get out of trouble?: Yes
Started a fire?: Yes but only for good reasons nothing stupid
Roasted a marshmallow?: Yes
Set a marshmallow on fire?: Well how else would you eat it.
--How many times?: Every time
Wanted to drop out of school?: No
--Did you?:

Are you single or dating?: Married
If you like anyone?: I love my husband
--If so, who?: Mario
--Why?: Because I love him
--Do you have a chance with them?: I sure hope so
If taken...who?:
--How long?:
--Are you happy?: yes
Last 4 digits of your phone number: 6658
Your house number: 4
Why are you taking this survey?: Because I don’t want to clean my house.
What school do you go to?: None right now
--Do you like it?: I used too
Your school colors?: blue and white In high school.
Your school teams' name?: Panthers
Ever been on a sports team?: Yes
--If yes, what was the name of it?: Panthers
--Did you enjoy it? Yes I loved to play
What do you want to be when you grow up? There are so many things but right now a photographer
--Why?: I love to take pictures and I am good at it.
Any plans for the near future?: Nothing really
What are your views on capital punishment?: I really don’t want to get into it. But I am for it kind of. I don’t know about playing God but I know that there is an eye for an eye
--Nuclear weapons? I think that Nuclear is bad unless it is used for energy, But we should always keep a supply on hand just in case.
--Euthanasia?: Yes under the right circumstances and psych evaluation.
--The Canadian government?: I don't know anything about Canada’s government
--The American government?: Don’t get me started just get them out of my life.
--The European Union?: Not sure
--The UN?: Tough call
--Can you tell me who the Secretary-General of the UN is?: Ban Ki-moon
What was your favorite grade of elementary school?: kinder
--Why?: I loved my teacher and the fact that I got to go home at noon
What are you wearing right now? sweats
--Any particular reason why?: Because I am at home supposed to be cleaning my house
What was the last thing you ate?: Baked potato
If you were a crayon, what color would you be?: Pink
How are you feeling today?: tired and depressed
How many keys are on your keychain?: 3
--What are they for?: cars and house
What does the room you're in look like?: It is my bedroom
--Do you like the room?: Yes I sleep here
Do you own an iPod?: MP3 Player
--If yes, what kind?: Something Pink
Do you wear glasses or contacts?: contacts
What's your view on laser eye surgery?: I was supposed to get it but I decided I wanted furniture instead.
Weirdest thing about your parents: They keep tearing their house to remodel and never finishing it.
What did you do this weekend?: watch my boys play b-ball and went to church
--Was it enjoyable?: very much
What's your greatest fear?: That my kids will get addicted to drugs or something worse
Your greatest strength?: being organized
What country do you fear the most: I don’t, I live in the U.S.A
Have you ever been in a third-world country?: no close Oman
--Would you ever want to live in one?: that is a stupid question of course I would…Duh
What song do you have stuck in your head right now?: I don’t
Will poverty ever end?: Never
--Why or why not?: Because there will always have to be poor people so that the government can give them more of the tax payers dollars….don’t even get me started.
Will we destroy our own planet?: Yes but I won’t be here to see it. Mars here we come.
--How? Either bombs or pollution
Man--inherently good, or inherently evil?: neither, God gave us free will we make that choice.

25 random things about me....

25 random things about me……Hmmmmm!

1. I can’t breathe when my children are away for more than a day.

2. I am not a true blond.

3. I want to do something great in my life for someone else, maybe a mission trip.

4. If I had a choice I would live next to my parents.

5. I can’t wait to be a grandma so I can spoil my grandkids.

6. My husband and I have made a pack that we can never get divorced….Never.

7. My greatest fear is that my kids will get addicted to drugs.

8. I want to be a photographer.

9. I am addicted to myspace, facebook, and blogging

10. I desperately want to learn to play an instrument and performer on stage like a rock star.

11. I love clothes and shoes….shoes mainly, I have a problem but I control it quit well.

12. I want another child preferably a girl but I would be happy with another boy.

13. God had become a huge part of my life and I find that I can’t get out of bed in the morning until I pray for people who need prayer and thank God for all that I have.

14. I love coffee…not black though.

15. Even though some people may dislike me I can’t help but love them….Do I have a problem or what?

16. I secretly love to read and I am fascinated with Christian novels.

17. I miss Texas with a passion and I want to go back. I always thought that we would retire in Arkansas but I love Texas, so now I don’t know.

18. The only time I love to watch sports are when my kids are playing in it or the Razorbacks are on….GO HOGS.

19. My cell phone is my life line….I e-mail, text, check my myspace and facebook, and do anything that you can do on a computer. I don’t see how people live with out one.

20. I talk to my dad at least once a day if not twice.

21. Some people would say that I am a tough on my kids but really I am not. I give in way to much; I can’t help but feel bad. I would say that 85% of the time I give in. The other 15% they are workin me and I have to fight the urge to give in…it’s sad really.

22. Sometimes I feel that I was born in the wrong generation. I should have been born in the 50’s or 60’s. I just love the music, the clothes, and the stay at home mom routine. It is really a passion that I can only express through music nothing else.

23. I want to go back to school and get my master’s degree but I am not sure what I want to be. Jack of all trades and school for life that is me.

24. I wish that I could have known my husband when we were in high school. I still wouldn’t want to change what we have today; I would have just liked to know him.

25. I love to scrapbook but can’t find the inspiration or the time to do it. I have all the stuff just sitting there, but no time.

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Finish the sentence survey....

One of my friends sent me this survey....Thanks Raven.

Finish The Sentence Survey

1. My ex...helped me make mistakes that have made me a better person.
2. Maybe I should...give up on those who can not help themselves.
3. I love.....My kids and husband more than life itself.
4. People would say that I'm...very blond.
5. I don't understand...why I am still at war with my relatives.
6. When I wake up in the morning...I prayed for my sister-in-laws, for my awesome family, and for the health of those who need prayer.
7. I lost...hatred for those I don't understand
8. Life is full of...good and bad choices
9. My past past and it is what made a better person
10. I get annoyed house is dirty
11. Parties as long as they are for the right reasons
12. I wish...I could go back in time
13. Dogs...keep getting pregnant
14. Cats...are something that I want
15. Tomorrow...i get to go to my parents house
16. I have low tolerance....for people who judge others before knowing them
17. If I had a million dollars...I would take care of my family
18. I'm totally terrified...that my kids will take the wrong roads in life.
19. My my hero and my best friend
20. My more than I hoped it would be.

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Everyone is getting sick.

Daxton is sick today, but I think that he is faking it. He did throw up this morning due to drainage but I don't think that he is really sick. He tried to play basketball with Daegon and I told him to take his butt to bed or we would go to school. So, needless to say he is in bed right now. I know what he is going through, I have been feeling under the weather for a few days now. It seems like we are all getting a touch of this sickness, I hope that it does not turn into a full fledged sickness.

This morning I tired to go to bible study, but Daegon is not feeling well, I think that he is getting an ear infection so he is going to the doctor at 2. Speaking of bible study this week I have been studying about Women being mean to other women. Well that has brought up some issues about my hubby's family. Although we are speaking to his mom and she has become a part of our lives, we are still not talking to his sisters which I have been praying about and hoping that God will touch their hearts so they will e-mail me or call me. I think that we all want to move on and some of us can't. If you are reading this pray that they will find it in their hearts to talk to me so that we can bring our family close again.

We have had some nice weather for about 4 days now but today it is starting to rain and it is dark outside. I hope that good weather returns so that we can play outside more.

Friday, February 6, 2009

Trip to the Circus!

Yesterday Daegon and I went to the Circus, we had a great time. It was a small circus, the only animals that they had were dogs, but there were some great acts. The first one was a girl about 10 years old hula hooping, she did 55 hula hoops at one time. WOW! The way that she moved to keep all the hoops going at the same time was amazing. It takes a lot of coordination to do something like that. Next there was a boy I think that he was 14 or 15, he stood on chairs all the way up the ceiling. Then an older woman can out to climb a pole that this guy balanced on his forehead. It was nice, but her outfit needed more material. There were a few other tricks and then the grand finale. The boy that I swear is like 14 rode a motorcycle in a metal ball, it was so cool and scary all at the same time. The whole time I was thinking I could never let my kids do something like that. Then 2 boys one about 12 and the other like 17 grabbed 2 ropes and lit them on fire and started swinging them around. It was so crazy because the kids had really long hair and I was thinking that if they didn't pull it back that it would catch on fire. But needless to say they looked cool doing it. The 17 year old also had a pole of fire that he was swinging around like a martial arts expert. All and all it was a great show.

I tired to take good pictures but all I had was my phone so here is just a peek at what was going on.

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Pregnant Dog....Again!

Darsey my husbands dog of 5 years is pregnant again. She was at my dads house and low and behold the weekend we went to get here she got pregnant. It was around the 19th of December, so I think the puppies will be here in 2-3 weeks. She is so fat and tired all the time. I think she is really uncomfortable because she wants to sleep in my bed which is not happening. She is just like a pregnant human grouchy, whinny, hungry, uncomfortable, and thirsty. Poor thing, I will put up pictures of her soon.

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Bible study #3

I was at bible study this morning which is going great. Our Statement last week was "It's tough being a woman in a world where beauty is a treatment". Which means that we are always primping ourselves instead of letting our true beauty shine through. We get treatment for this and treatment for that. I am so guilty of that. I don't know how much money I spend in beauty but I bet it is in the thousands every year.
This week our statement is "It's though being a woman in a mean world". Which is so true. We as women are always comparing ourselves to others and picking away at some one just because society has made them out to be ugly. Who is really to judge who is ugly and who is beautiful? Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Do I hear an Amen? Yes we should stop all this meanness and concentrate on the messages that God is delivering to us. By doing that we can be truly beautiful.
My prayers.

Monday, February 2, 2009

Book Club

Tonight I hosted my first book club. This would be the second one that I have been too. I had the best time. We read the book John 3:16 and if you haven't read it yet you are missing out. We got into deep discussions about life and how we should live for God and listen to what he is telling us to do. Oh it was just fabulous.

Tonight's meeting brings up a question that I have wondered before but never really put it into perspective for myself. Are we supposed to leave everything up to God or are we supposed to pray for guidance and let him show us the way? Well from what I have learned, we are not only supposed to say "it is in your hands now" but we also have to act on what he is telling us to do. Example: A guy is stranded on his house from the Katrina hurricane. A boat comes along with 2 guys in it. They tell him to "get in" and he says "no God will take care of me" so the guys leave. Another boat comes along with some passengers and they plead with him to get in. He says "no God will take care of me". A helicopter appears over his house and the rescue team tells him to get in or he is going to die. He says "no God will take care of me". The guy drowns and when he gets to heaven he asks God "why didn't you take care of me?" God says "I sent you 2 boats and a helicopter. What more did you need?"
The moral of the story is God will provide an answer or help, but if you just sit there and turn down every hand that is held out to you or ignore the signs, then there is nothing more that he can do.

I sometimes feel like I am the boat or the helicopter. I try to help and I never get anywhere. I get told that it is in God's hands. Although that is true you must look for the signs that God leaves for you and do what He is telling you to do. God just doesn't leave it up to chance he has a plan for all of us and I think that the plan he has for me is to raise my three boys. I think this because everytime I get a job I have to quit because there is some problem at home with the kids like grades, homework, etc. I feel that my place is here with them. That is the number one reason that photography is perfect for me. It is flexable so that I can be home when I am needed and gone when I am not.

Well that is my thought on all of this please feel free to tell me what you think.